Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Escape With Me

Fly away with little boy lost
Never grow up, never grow old
Never know hurt, never know love
Live in childlike ignorance
This far away place, this Neverland

Trapped within an aging case
A mind that cries for escape
This world we walk upon
Is filled enough to make you want to drown
To lock yourself inside your imagination
You own world, your Neverland

You wish they could hear your cries
You wish they could understand
Why you run in circles round
When you wish you could run in circles square
Away from ordinary, in your Neverland

Fly away with little boy lost
Never grow up, never grow old
Never know hurt, never know love
Live in childlike ignorance
This far away place, this Neverland

Fly away with little boy lost
Flood your world with mindless fun
Leave the worry, embrace no care
Never grow up, never grow old
Never know pain, never know love
This far away place, this Neverland


Wishing for Rain

Sunny Sunday does nothing for your nerves
When all you wish was graying rain to fall
Washing away the salt from your eyes

A half eaten doughnut upside down
Will only make you frown
Your smaller half cheers you by turning it round

Crying takes the wind from your lungs,
The strength from your bones
Perhaps that’s why you’ve been so tired…

Fall asleep to the sound of your tears
Falling from your nose, drowning your pillow wet
Where is the rain you’ve dreamt of
To cloud your saddened silhouette

Light At The End

Round the maypole it twists
A serpentile double helix
Pain is this burden that I bare

Morphine drips steady to my veins
Numbing the pain, take emotion away
A corpse I lie, an empty shell forever dim

Knife to my side, rip this deformity
Diminished to scars and flesh
My heart bleeds red upon the floor

Morphine drips steady to my veins
Numbing the pain, take emotion away
A corpse I lie, an empty shell forever dim

Light at the end of my tunnel
Please take this mangled hand
Mend this shredded soul

Wipe this salt water sea from my eye
Bend the waves of time
Release me from my anguish

Don't turn your back, don't give in
To the pressures of the world
Be my support, my candle hope

Light at the end of my tunnel
Share the warmth of your embrace
Never let go, forever to stay


Frustrated Agony

Frustrated, passionately angered
To the side my head lays cocked in constant confusion
Tried to run, tried to bury the past
Yet this monster forever raises it's head

Forgive and forget
So quickly I was able
Yet this monster won't allow it
Forgetting was never so hard
But now like daggers the past tears in

A sharpened blade to re-open the wound
No needle nor thread to soucher this heart
No drug nor relief
I beg, I plead, please take this away

Resentment sets in
Why can't it all fade to black
This new life I've found brings joy
Yet the old holds me back

Running shoes worn through
Hunched over on the gravel, regaining my breath
Water run dry, cept for the tears in my eye

I tried to forget, tried to escape
Tried to redefine all that I am
But you won't let me start over
Won't let me start anew

Moved on, too long ago
There's no room at the inn
It's merely a matter of time
Before you rip another to shreds


Friday, March 20, 2009

Untitled

Let it fall, racing tracks down the lines of your back
Let it capture all your pain like a fisher's net
Leave discouragement at the door
Let it knock, let it pound, lock it out
Forever is more finate than you know

Let your life vest fall to the floor
Dip your feet in the ocean breeze
Feel the waves rush through your hair
Smile as you float to your grave of salt
Your bed of sand, blanket of sea

She sits upon the rock that jettisons from the foam
Sings her mournful song to wake the stars
Her scaley skin glimmers as moonbeams dance upon their stage
Her voice of haunting draws you in
Close your eyes, just listen

Let your life vest fall to the floor
Dip your feet in the ocean breeze
Feel the waves rush through your hair
Smile as you float to your grave of salt
Your bed of sand, blanket of sea

Let the water slowly fill your lungs
As she sings her mournful song
Her voice of haunting draws you in
Willingly you walk this sea weed floor
Willingly you drown a little more

Give in, give up, release, captive no more
Float away, leave your sea weed floor
Drown out her voice of haunting
Sing your life song, breach the water's seal
Tread for now, shore is but a hope away

Don't let your life vest fall to the floor
Dip your feet in the ocean breeze
Feel the waves rush through your hair
Smile as you float upon the ocean foam
Leave your bed of sand, breathe the salt filled air
Tread your water, for shore is but a hope away

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Drowning Intended

Drown in the music
Washed under with each swell
Pulled deeper by each haunting ocean rift

Please make this heart stop
Blood to pump only by the pulse of the bass
This yearning felt by electric string, pulls deeper still

Close these blood stained eyes
Let each note slither through twisted vein
Each pore to open, embrace the thrill

Euphoria sets in, mind quickly void of thought
Chest rises, one breath, one breath, none
In the end, the music stops

Silence will set, stillness finale
When Death shall kiss your life drenched lips
Until then, hold to the notes and let your knuckles bleed white

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

World Order: Rebellion

Sit with me while the world crashes round.
I'll hold your hand as we walk down the aisle of death.
With the sun rising on our backs, sweet redemption sets with the moon, leaves with the tide.
Here comes the day, no light to save them, as the world falls.

A kiss on the cheek as the sky rains acid round.
Dry those tears, cause fighters must smile in the face of death.
Hold on a little tighter to your fantasy world, for it vanishes with the night like Dracula's bride.
Here comes the day, no light to save them, as the world falls.

Lie to me while this mind runs circles round,
The paths of right and wrong, decisions made are life or death.
Head high, tie taught, no time for games since now you've grown, here's to your pride.
Cause here comes the day, with no light to save them, and the world falls.

We'll continue to laugh days and years round.
We'll drive miles a second, cheating and racing death.
We'll break out of our monotony, cast these shackles from our wrists, no longer we'll hide.
Cause here comes the day, and we won't go down with them, as the world falls.

No longer am I bound
So I shall break out
And I will defend passion burning
And I will defy these laws
This is my cry, my solemn vow