evanesce from reality

a shot of morphine

injection of indifference

unto me, a coma of irreality

blizzard cold set again

a bath of ice to numb the muscles of my brain

one last breath to feel the pain

let illusion reign

beneath the sun shall melt

away the past, the future, present spilt

through apathetic eyes no guilt be felt

from stolidity, joy be smelt

a shot of morphine

injection of indifference

unto me, a coma of irreality

my helter-skelter

water run down
trying, trying, regain composure
salt bed dry upon pale washed cheek
surrender unto me the mask to hide
the love stained soul forgotten
best is worst; all left rotten

fear holds all ambition
captive against iron bars of irreality
chaos ensues upon the mind while quickening the sands of time
fall down and bloodied knee
resembles that of tortured cast

once came confess
now come repressed, confused, distressed
once open, closing fast
surrender unto me the mask to hide
beneath there cowers broken frame
best is worst; all to shame

Sadness
Heartbreak
Tears
Pain
Hurt
Fear

Fear.

It is fear that which holds us down. Fear that which brings us to the ending point of our adventures. Fear that which keeps us from our greater destinies. Fear.

It is sadness that allows one to wallow. Sadness that which gives way to heartbreak. The breaking of one's heart gives way to tears. As tears fall, paths of pain trickle down one's reddened cheek. Pain that which sinks into the soul and lowers the life line to bring about more hurt upon one's vessel. Hurt that which leads to anguish unbearable and leads the mind to pummel headlong into the abyss that which is known by one word.

Fear.

It all boils down to a henious four letter word.

Fear.

The bearer of sadness.

The bearer of heartbreak.

The bearer of tears.

The bearer of pain.

The bearer of hurt.

Fear.